A glimpse of the unknown

Some of the things I want to write about I can't write about as the audience isn't really there to appreciate where i'm coming from. Though I don't always write for the audience I know that my blog is read and that what I write factors in peoples minds and ideas about things. I don't want to frighten people or for them to think i'm crazy but then I can't deny my own experience either. The understanding that there's more to this life than what meets the eye or of what we've been led to believe.



Many like myself experience more than just this up-down-left-right solid nature of reality. And they too sit on the sidelines of society watching the rest of the world play at believing all this to be real.

Yet it is real in a way but it's not all that's real, as I found out myself when standing in my kitchen one day and saw the walls around me dematerialise into a  hazy wave state. Everything became a mix of solid and non solid, it was like the environment around me became a fluid sea of energy. As this occurred too I no  longer felt the weight of my own body. I lifted my arms and moved them around and felt they were lighter than air. I no longer associated with my thoughts, I had no thoughts but could perceive everything and felt extremely blissful and light. It was like waking up from the unreal, the dream I thought was me, and the dream too of this world.

First thing that came to me in this experience was a sense of remembering, and i'm sure I exclaimed this to myself out loud as I wasn't so much amazed by the experience as I was surprised that I had forgotten the nature of it. Many of you out there will know what i'm talking about.

This heightened experience lasted for a couple of weeks with all manner of phenomenon occurring. And during that time I could hardly sleep because of the amount of energetic information that was coming to me in my mind through all sorts of visions and feelings about things. I started then to unravel my beliefs and ideas about things, my very own psychology and of what I thought was true about people and this world. It was like an egg cracking open with something else then being born. Another way of being, another point of view.

Of course my family at the time thought I was going nuts because I shared with them some of the experience as it was happening but had no context of which to really explain it. I had found open secrets of reality but couldn't share it. Such the way of felt experience the interpretation is never what is true, and well if you're being judged at the same time then there's no use even going there. Such was my folly.

But there started the journey for me attempting to understand this new experience of myself and the world. It was great in the way that I felt less associated with the mundane but more intrigued by this hyperdimensional cosmos of which I know now we live within. And not only do we live within it, but all of it is what we are. All of life lives and breathes to the tune of our experience. It mirrors the beauty and magnificence of ourselves even in the most dastardly and grotesque.

If we all knew the truth of what we are we would never say wrong about another person again.

As I drove in my car one day I started to spontaneously meditate, I felt my mind observe my thinking and my posture began to change. And I as I breathed it was like I was breathing energy as much as I was air. So that was good, I then took up meditation and that helped maintain connection to this newly remembered remembered life experience.

I sought logical answers for the melting walls and sea's of energy and soon stumbled across Quantum Physics and the non local nature of reality. Look it up for yourself if you want to find out more. Basically what it explains is the illusory nature of the physical world and how the creation of it corresponds to our individual perception and beliefs.

There was much missing however from this dry calculative approach, it just didn't cut it for me. So it was helpful then too that I stumbled across the teachings of Stuart Wilde, a Metaphysical author who for many years taught popularized Spirituality within New Age circles. His own first hand experiences of the non solid nature of this reality struck a deep chord, and this was only the beginning. His theories and explanations of the multidimensional made more tangible sense to me as they took into account the nature of ourselves as spiritually connected humans with an inherent sense of eternity.

So this physical world is not all of what's true, each thought is a dimension of it's own and can take you into heaven or hell. The trick is not to believe the thoughts but to purify your mind so that you become healthy and free from all suffering dilemma. So that you can see and live within experiential dimensions existing beyond our learned misperception and conventional ideas about things.

Perception is everything and only we ourselves know what is true for us. Therefore popular belief can serve to entrap, but most people find safety in the popular because there we feel less alone in our insecurity and fearfulness. But rest assured there are humans who have gone before us, average folks just like you and me, who have walked free from the crowd and have learned to heal their minds and to perceive again the mystery and all the worlds that exist alongside this one. 

Ronnie